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Riona Cousland | Hero and Queen of Ferelden ([personal profile] bryces_pup) wrote2016-01-15 09:45 pm
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IC Catch-all Inbox for Riona at [community profile] driftfleet. Be sure to mention the method in your subject line. A time frame/reference would be swell, too.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-03-06 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
A little odd, but I understand.
Okay


[He meets her there not long after, he's definitely for more a mess than he'd been earlier in the day, but he expected that would be true for both of them. It wasn't easy on anyone.]
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-03-11 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I get the feeling we'll see plenty of the bar soon enough.
[He sits with her, cross-legged and his elbows digging into his knees as he stared out at the pool's water.]

It's quiet here.

...but I'm not sure what to say.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-03-20 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
Have Alistair replenish it for you at the next planet.

[He was silent a moment, but agreed with a nod.]

He won't be okay after this, not for some time, if ever. But...I hope he's made some friends who can help him to get better, at least.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-03-23 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
He won't do anything. Not yet, at least. He'll think on it a while first, if I know him at all.

[He picked at some of the grout in-between the tiles of the pool to give his hands something to do.]

Do you think it would have been any easier if I'd told him sooner?
Edited 2018-03-23 02:49 (UTC)
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-04-01 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't respond. His heart wanted a straight 'no' but his mind knew better. It probably would have been better if he'd said something sooner, but his own cowardice got in the way. Maker, he ruined everything, didn't he? At least on the usual.

He uncrossed his legs and unstrapped his boots, pulling them and his socks off one by one until he could roll up his pant legs and stick his feet in the water with her.]


I guess it doesn't matter now. We make our decisions and no amount of wish will change them.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-04-03 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[He scoffed.]

That's certainly true.

Hawke was sitting in Malum the whole time because he refused to be too far away in case the worst did happen. I'm not sure what exactly we were thinking might happen, but I suspect it had something to do with Justice suddenly losing himself. I didn't have enough faith in him to argue otherwise.

[He went silent again, watching the water ripple with their movements. Then:]

Someday, I know he'll ask me if I think the result was worth the pain and the sacrifice, his and mine and all those innocent people caught in between. I know he will because people too far from the issue to have any real context for the question have asked it. Wolfe asked it. Everyone asks. He will too.

I wonder what he'll think when I say yes.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-04-08 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't dare think it.

[His own doubts, the fact he couldn't stand there, look Hawke in the eye and tell him Justice couldn't be dangerous on his own and separated, was something he would take to his grave. What was one more secret to go with the rest, even if it wasn't his?

He didn't bat an eye about the fact he'd just told her. She hadn't asked, but if there was anyone he felt the need to answer to, it was her. She might as well know. He felt remorse, but not regret.]


I hope so, but if he does wish to debate, I suppose I have plenty of practice in that as well. [Still, he sighs. He could, but that didn't mean it wouldn't be a tiring endeavor all the same.

He watches the water again. This oppressing horrible feeling was suffocating and he knew it wasn't going to go away easily, if ever. A few moments of reprieve would be nice. But then, would Justice find such reprieve in his own thoughts? Perhaps they didn't deserve such a wish.

But, Maker, it was hard to breathe, like a great weight on his chest, forcing his heart into a hammered frenzy to combat it.]


I'm going to do something stupid and impulsive. You're welcome to join me, if you'd like.

[It was all the warning he gave as he pulled his legs out of the water and stood before diving into the water, shirt and pants included. Just something to take the edge off.]
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-04-15 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[The weight of his clothes pull him lower, but it was nothing compared to the time he swam clear across Lake Calenhad in full circle robes, so he couldn't complain. It granted him a moment where he almost hung there, the silence and stillness comforting in a way. It wasn't trying to bufet him around as the lake or an ocean would, it just sat there, only moving under his direction.

Well, his and hers as Riona slid into the water as well with a smooth swish and bubble that was unique to hear from under the water.

But he was no fish, air was still a necessity and he surfaced again a moment later, his hand brushing the water from his eyes and back into his hair which floated lose on the surface around him. It didn't make anything better, but for just a moment, that tightness and feeling of suffocating loosened.

When Riona surfaced as well Anders' mouth twitched in a smirk.]


I wasn't sure you'd do it.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-04-24 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[If he was in the state of mind, he'd probably comment on how pretty it still is even wet.]

I don't know. I know I was never particularly reverent to you, but you're still the Warden Commander, Hero of Ferelden so on and so forth. If I've learned nothing else from knowing Hawke, I know how little a title can dictate a person over simply the impressiveness of their actions.

Sometimes you're just my best friend and sometimes you're Lady Cousland and I'm not sure which will come out when.

[A beat]

Also, I guess, you're the queen of Ferelden but sometimes I generally just forget that if I'm being honest.
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-05-01 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
That's a good thing, isn't it? You need more time to be you, you've been all those other things for the past ten years.

[This place was usually pretty good for that, at least, you could be you without all the junk of the rest of it. Fr the most part. Unless you pulled all that junk out yourself.

It put his mind back to the whole reason they'd met back up here.]


Come on, we should probably get out for our clothes sake if nothing else.

[He made for the steps out of the pool, a slightly disgruntled sound escaping him as he got out and felt the water dragging down on his clothes. At least they hadn't been wearing their shoes.]
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[personal profile] apurrstate 2018-05-26 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[It's like a slow bubbling up from somewhere he didn't think he could reach on a good day, much less a day like today, one of the worst of his life. But he could feel the bubbling in his chest like a decade-old memory of champagne-bright laughter and the weight of an erring in his lobe. It's a chuckle at first, but it bursts like a firework into a bark of laughter that surprises him but feels a little like it did it's own share of burning away the sludge of the last few hours.]

Come-come here. [He's still grinning a he turns to her and puts his hands on her shoulders. Slowly, a warmth spreads through her. It doesn't dry or fix the state of her clothing, but it would take the chill away until she could get back to her room.]

Let's drip our way back to the shuttles.